allleft:

Lights II

This is the first year in many years I haven’t gone shopping in Manhattan before Christmas. I seriously think that is why it doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year, its always been a big family thing and it didn’t happen this year, sounds very spoiled and annoying I know, but I’ve always been a sucker for Christmas in the city and you can’t beat New York at Christmas, and we didn’t have it this year, and I think thats why I could care less about Christmas this year, nothing got me kickstarted this season, instead school drained me to the point of not even caring about anything. Right now I don’t even give a flying fuck about people that I usually care for, sounds terrible I know, but its the truth. 

allleft:

Lights II

This is the first year in many years I haven’t gone shopping in Manhattan before Christmas. I seriously think that is why it doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year, its always been a big family thing and it didn’t happen this year, sounds very spoiled and annoying I know, but I’ve always been a sucker for Christmas in the city and you can’t beat New York at Christmas, and we didn’t have it this year, and I think thats why I could care less about Christmas this year, nothing got me kickstarted this season, instead school drained me to the point of not even caring about anything. Right now I don’t even give a flying fuck about people that I usually care for, sounds terrible I know, but its the truth.